Wednesday, August 20, 2014


Hey hey everybody!!! You probably didn't think you would ever see me again did you. Well, I'm back and better than ever...I hope :p

So, as most of you know, I've been waiting to find out what the heck is wrong with my hips because I don't have the money to visit the doctor. Well, I went today to get my checkup for my depression and anxiety and she let me talk about my hips!!!!! Wooo Hoooo.

First: We found out that it is most likely the muscles around my ribs that are causing the pain, tightness and pulling in my hips. Who woulda thunk it huh?

Second: She put me on muscle relaxants to try to fix this problem. If that doesn't work, then we will take x rays and go from there. There is a possibility that my ribs are either out of whack or the cartilage is inflamed.

Third: I am so flippin excited!!! What if I can become unbroken? What if I can LIVE again?  Believe it or not, my biggest fear is that you all won't love me anymore. :) Okay maybe I shouldn't be worried because I still have the migraines and the chronic back problems, but hey...

You are all probably wondering how the family is. Well, I'll tell you.

Gwen: Wow, she is one heck of a girl. We had a falling out last year but we are back together now and things are great. She is starting her second year of college and will be working part time. She has been great with helping me to drive and get everybody where they need to go.

The Junior: Yep, her nickname is changing because my second born is now a Junior!!!! She is an amazing girl. Quirky, funny and stubborn.  I hope to get her counseling again for her autism/social issues but other than that she is an amazing support to me.

Miss Crazy: She is still a bit crazy, and emotional, and starting to go through puberty and only eight...sigh. Yeah. She still suffers from middle child syndrome but we are working to make her feel involved and loved. She starts third grade this year!!!

Mr Insane: Still insane but he lets those sweet moments shine through once in a while. He sure does love his little sister (Most of the time). He starts first grade this year and will do just great!

Little Butt: She is crazy. She still likes running around nakie, she is now potty trained but it took a trip to the hospital with a sever bladder infection and severe constipation to get her there. She loves YouTube, and Disney Channel and will be doing some home preschooling this year.

The Hubs: The hubs is doing good. He is only working part time but we hope that will soon change. He helped me write my latest novel and is now a published author! It is so exciting for both of us.

Me: Well I'm okay besides the usual stuff. I have become a #1 bestselling Amazon author in a few countries (Cruise/Travel) and we are about to release another book that is sort of a prequel to all of the others I've written. As you know I gave up on blogging for a while, but as you can see, I couldn't stay away.

So, that's about it. We are all doing good and getting better. I hope all of you are doing great and if you aren't, just know that I am sending hugs and prayers out to those who need it.

Until next time...I'm just glad that I am able to write those three words again!!!

And remember, this blog is conversational - like we are having coffee together or you are reading my journal so you will have to excuse any grammar mistakes because I refuse to professionally edit a 'journal'.  Thanks for the support!